Another one to stir things up! haha :) “Stop.” Jack insisted as he placed a hand to Aaron’s back, trying to grasp his atte...

Bad Desire Update - Chapter 2

Another one to stir things up! haha :)





“Stop.” Jack insisted as he placed a hand to Aaron’s back, trying to grasp his attention.

Instantly pulling his eyes away from Sophie, he managed to refocus his attention and place it onto Jack instead.

“What?”

“Stop fucking mopping. You either need to do something about it or get over it and move on.”

“I have moved on.” Aaron protested but even he wasn’t convincing himself.

It had been a year since Sophie had finally got her business fully up and running and things had been going amazingly. She had packed up all of her stuff in Brighton and moved across to New York City where things were only on the rise for her.

She never imagined things would turn out the way they had but with Felix and his boyfriend Mitch by her side, it had made it that little bit easier.

She had quit her job at Topshop and was now working for herself with a huge team behind her. It was the first time ever she had been able to call herself a real boss. She no longer had to look to someone above to tell her what to do and was finally calling all of the shots.

However, the price of that success had not come with complete ease and it had caused some issues back in Brighton with Aaron. The arguing had begun well before she decided she needed to move to New York however, it had been pushed to the limit when that had been put forth.

Sophie’s long working hours had put a strain on their marriage and although she had planned to move Aaron and the kids with her, he wasn’t so excited about the idea.

“No, you haven’t. Every time she comes back here you turn into a fucking mess.”

“It’s just weird. It’s taking some time to get used to.”

“A whole year?” Jack questioned with raised eyebrows.

“If this was Jess, you would be the same so don’t give me that shit.”

“If this was Jess, I’d have done something about it rather than just standing around and waiting for something to happen.” Jack corrected as they both watched as Sophie was surrounded by her kids, craving her attention.

Not getting to see their mum everyday was tough on the 7, 4 and 3 year old and a year later, the late night tears still occurred. Although it had been tough, Sophie and Aaron had both agreed that it was better for them to stay here in Brighton. They had their whole life here and had already started schools and preschools so it seemed unfair to move them.

Sophie had kicked up a fuss to begin with but Aaron had managed to talk her down from it when he placed the reality of the situation on her.

Therefore, they had managed to make an arrangement whereby the kids went to stay with Sophie in New York through all the half terms and holidays and then they stayed in Brighton with Aaron during term times.

It was difficult as that could mean they would go long periods of time without seeing their mum however, that was why these visits with Sophie coming back home were essential.

“She has her whole life sorted now and I’m happy with mine. I’m not ruining things now.” Aaron continued to protest against Jack as he refused to see that his best friend was right.

“You mean, she’s dating some rich guy while you fail to stay with a girl for longer than a week?” 

Jack looked at Aaron expectantly and he knew he was right.

“I’m figuring stuff out.” Aaron mumbled under his breath as Sophie then began approaching them with all 3 kids excitedly surrounding her.

“Hey, Phoebe just told me Tiger won an award at preschool for his behaviour. You never told me that?” Sophie looked at Aaron in question while Jack couldn’t help but grin.

Even though these two had divorced and had tried to get past all of their arguing, the bickering still persisted. It was usually the childish back and forth that consumed their relationship before and he knew neither of them would ever be able to stop it.

“Oh shit, yeah. I didn’t think you’d care that much.”

Although Aaron hadn’t meant what he said as it came out, he definitely should have been more careful. He suddenly saw the offended expression spread across Sophie’s face before it quickly turned to anger.

“You thought I wouldn’t care?” She clarified as Aaron quickly began shaking his head.

“I didn’t mean it like that, Soph. I just mean, it was a sticker and it went straight over my head.” 

Aaron was waving his hand around and trying to emphasise his point but it wasn’t working with the blonde.

“I told you I didn’t want to miss out on anything. You can’t keep this stuff from me Aaron... even if it’s only minor. It’s huge to me.”

Lifting Tiger from his feet and into her arms, Sophie took note of his beaming face as he was still expressing how proud he was for what his sister had told Sophie.

“Next time it happens, I’ll tell you. Alright?”

Nodding her head, Sophie was quickly distracted as her phone began ringing in her pocket. This was not unusual as this thing was usually calling off the hook all day due to her business however, this time it wasn’t work and it was her boyfriend, Max.

“Hey babe.” She answered with an excitable tone to her voice and Aaron couldn’t help but feel a little bit sick at the thought.

He recognised that tone and it was one he had got to hear every time he used to call when she was away. However, he was no longer the one that she was missing when she was in a different country and he was no longer the one she would be eagerly waiting to get on a flight to be reunited with. That was now Max.

“Sorry, I’ll be back.” Sophie quickly turned to Aaron and Jack with a smile over her face before wandering off with the kids to take the call.

Aaron’s eyes remained on Sophie as she walked away while Jack’s attention was fully on him.
“Are you going to blink or?” He teased, nudging his best friend’s side before laughing.

In response to Jack’s humour, Aaron stuck his middle finger up in his direction, not appreciating the fun Jack was getting out of this.

“I still don’t get why she’s with him. She used to hate businessmen.”

I have moved on. I’m fine. I’m over it.” Jack began to mock knowing that was so far from the truth.

Aaron continued to date girls and continued to try and find someone he wouldn’t get bored of in less than a week but it wasn’t proving successful. In some ways he was back to his old self, yet at the mature age of 34. His life was like a continuous session of speed dating where he was making his way through the long list of women that lived in Brighton yet none could seem to match up to his ex-wife.

“It’s true though.”

“Yeah, maybe but he probably gets her more. They’re both successful business people; they understand the long hours and still want more.” Jack was trying to rationalise the situation with Aaron. “You need someone who is more on your wavelength. Like that girl you met up with last night.”

Shrugging his shoulders, Aaron’s eyes were back on Jack as he looked at him in question.

“She was alright, yeah. She didn’t say much though.”

“Exactly, that’s your wave length. Neither of you have much to say.”

Although Jack liked to make light of Aaron’s situation, he did feel bad for him and had been there every step of the way. The decision to keep the kids in Brighton had been tough on both parents as it meant Aaron was having to cope with the kids alone a lot of the time.

He was balancing both work and play well but it wasn’t easy and that was obvious to see. Therefore, Jack had ensured to help where he could whether that be with looking after the kids or cutting his hours at work.

“Are you going to see her again?”

“I said I would but she asked to see me tonight... and obviously I couldn’t.” Aaron replied while waving his arm around the room.

They had all come to Jack and Jess’ for a get together and catch up with Sophie and therefore, he had turned down a second date for that.

“Then rearrange. Your problem is that you don’t make any effort. You’re not married anymore, it doesn’t come naturally.”

“Exactly. The whole dating thing fucking sucks, I’m over it now. It’s awkward and uncomfortable.”

“I mean, I can’t relate because I’ve been stuck with the same woman pretty much my whole life but...” Jack grinned teasingly causing Aaron to laugh. “...once you get past that awkward stage, the fun begins.”

“I’ll arrange something with her but for now; I need to get through tonight...”

“And prevent yourself from making a move on Sophie.” Jack continued before instantly freezing as Sophie appeared.

“What about me?” She asked and although she was acting oblivious, the smirk on her face was clear enough that she had heard every word.

“How is New York treating you then?” Aaron quickly intervened yet with a mocking tone to his voice.

They had not even been in each other’s presence for a second and the bickering was already back.

“Great.” Sophie remarked with a similar sarcastic tone in return. “Not that you care... because it’s just pointless and a waste of time when I had a perfectly good job in London.”

Although Aaron had said those words out of anger when Sophie had first pushed for them all to move to New York, he hadn’t meant it. However, Sophie continued to bite back with them whenever they were arguing as they had engraved themselves deep into her mind.


It had been the one thing that hurt her the most at the time as she thought he was supportive of her. Although, in the heat of the moment it appeared he wasn’t her biggest cheerleader as she had hoped he would be.

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