How insane is that??!!
Jay Gibson actually managed to take on all of those guys even though he did lose his life in the process.
I think that chapter made it clear just how selfless Jay could be. He wasn't always the nicest person and did do some shit things but at the end of it all, he put everyone else before him.
Why did he make plans with Lauren when he knew what was going to happen?
I have two guesses for why this may be...
1. He did it to prevent her from worrying and potentially provide her with some comfort.
Maybe he wanted to make sure she was okay and happy before he left. He knew filling her with some hope and excitement instead of sadness. Maybe it was also an attempt to get her to leave Brighton as he thought even though he wasn't actually going to be there with her, she would still do it.
2. He actually thought he would make it out alive.
Maybe he didn't think things would go as badly as they would. Maybe he had a speck of hope that eh would survive and they could leave together.
Regardless of how sad it is, I'm glad he went out doing something he loved. Jay had always been so focused on the gang and trying to make it the best it could be and he definitely did that.
He held it all together and now I'm just worried about how it will all fall to pieces now that he's not there. I have a feeling the gang will eventually break or they will realise that they need to pull it together for Jay.
Either way, I will most definitely miss Jay and all of the trouble he has caused hahaha!
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